Growing up with four other siblings, I became quickly aware that my voice doesn't get through clearly amidst all the wants and daily living in the house with seven people. Hierarchy also played a role in my voice diminishing inside even before I could speak my mind. And when I got older, it seems unfortunate that something I discover at home, also exist in many places. Living with my siblings made me realised I prefer being on my own more and more. I could hear and listen to my own voice. I could live within my imaginative world and I didn't need my parents to understand or see me. Most of the time, even now, I rather not have my siblings (now with their own family) to gather altogether. If so, I rather be excluded. Thank you.